"Misery of Silent"
Who can listen to my sorrows?

#1 Life is joy
#2 Life Driver
#3 The missing part
#4 My longing
#5 杀气
#6 The past with the souls
#7 'Ibuku'
#8 寻找遗失の月亮
#9 End of the School Year
#10 传奇
#11 The Street*
#12 Unspoken Love
#13 Balloon
#14 The words
#15 昔日
#16 History of 4S1
#17 我愿
#18 有一种


#12 Unspoken Love

The secrets,
I whispered to you;
shouldn't you reveal, or
shall I reserve it to myself.

You looked just as well
a nice man.
When you turned into another face,
you looked just so strange.
And I always realize
the feeling is always gone.

I know,
I shall not expect any
perpetuity; nor to care of any
possibility.

I'm suffocated;
not at the corner, but
in front of you.
Our friendship shattered,
I cannot believe you.



P/s: This was my sudden swelling of emotion to certain someone. What to say - was I loyal? or was I being too stubborn and too stupid? Okok, don't misunderstand, but until Form 3 mid-year, I was so disgusted with his behavior, act cool act smart ~.~ (I'm speaking the truth so let's not care about anything). But now nothing and no feeling at all, good friend I supposed =D

Something happened in Form 4, and it's a long story to tell but what I want to say is, after the incident, I burst into tears - from the school ended till late at night. The way he insulted me made me feel ashamed, mortified and helpless. Haiz... I thought I would not talk to him for ever, but time is the best healer, it healed my wound, so it's ok now :) Instead, we're very good friend.