I have many relatives.
But, the one I love is always fall to....her.
Day by day,
we have never talked to each other for months,
I want to pick up the phone,
and tell her how much I miss her
and how much I care for her.
But I daren't.....
Everything seems so strange...
it starts to change,
environment, living, life...
But I wish to tell you that
my feelings to you is eternity,
never changes.
You are still my relative,
like my beloved sister,
who I do care of.
Can you don't blame me?
I want to tell you,
what I know is...your changes.
You changed a lot,
you become some one that is so strange to me.
But,
I choose to not believe that,
I believe one day,
you will wake up and smell the coffee,
you will know how much I miss you,
you will know it....one day.
P/s: This is written specially to my cousin, Natalie Chong - younger than me by 1 year, we live quite apart now (she's at KL, I'm at PUJ - quite far right). Because of some conflictions in my house, so I can't meet her for 2-3 years. Miss her so much, used to treat her like my sister, now everything faded. She's changed so much; worst of all, I can feel the gap.
